Each month when I bleed the totality opens.I feel my skin become transparent and stretch. Opening to the hollow bone. The SHAKTI is BIG and the Mother awakes in me. She laughs and wants to challenge the status quo even in "spiritual" circles. Boredom with the false humility's. Take your place. Take your action. Allow the Mother to move within you and Mother all things. Take your Mother Fuckin' place ( as in She is a Baaaaad Mama Jaaaama! Jai Ma! Jai Ma!) and develop relationship with the seat of power. This is what will humble you.
Let go of the sentimental and let existence tear you open. The horrible gift of compassion. Compassion: to feel strongly. To feel the suffering strongly. Let the surge of passion arise and meet the injustice with the sword. How can this not be love? Only the awakening of the Mother can help one meet the suffering.
Pick up the sword and let down the armor. Will you let the blade cut your own defenses and touch the horror of the world? Do not look for the joy. It will find you in the bare naked, defenseless and exhausted place. Surging in the veins and rising into the laugh of the lunatic. This is the sweetness I taste.
Causeless joy.
Please stand for these women Gulabi Gang

You are blowing my mother fucking mind! Seriously. Thank you. This is so deeply familiar to me, as you might expect, that it laps onto my deepest joy. (My Joy Spot?) It's hard to articulate darkness with such luminosity- but you are one of the rare souls who can and must do so. I would love to repost this with your permission.
I just love you to death. And btw, "take your seat" and "seat of power" is same as I say it.
Posted by: Melissa Soalt aka Dr Ruthless | October 23, 2011 at 08:40 PM
aaah, thank you for your wonderful comments and feedback!!!!! I would be honored for you to repost. Yes, we do speak the same language! ;)
May all women awake to the roots of their power and move from this place!
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